just keep running

the weather's fcuking hot. must be the GE turning up the heat. lol. the competition seems pretty tight. Vote SDA. Vote Chiam See Tong. and stop the PAP from achieveing one party dominance.
whoops.

Far Away-Nickelback
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
Cause I'm not leaving
Hold on to me and
never let me go.

econs here i come.
bye. @ 21:50

my dad starting driving like a maniac this morning for no reason. he was going so fast i was convinced he was going to crash into a 18-wheeler and get all of us killed. i had half a mind to send out sms-es to all my friends with my last words.

i was supposed to study for econs today. somehow i ended up playing with my GC that i had installed SUPER MARIO V.2 (courtesy of peng han) and i finally got to level 5. fnally. den my GC went beserk and showed double images. i freaked out and off-ed it. there goes my level 5. zzz.

we (we refering to a few landers) headed down to marina to have some sort of a farewell for ms koh at seoul garden. i must have broken thousands of my rules in that place. i feel at least 5kg heavier. and $28 lighter. lol. have fun on your little around-the-world trip ms koh. lol.

im too tired to blog. and too bloated. and too guilty. lol. i'l get back here tmr. meanwhile ppl, tag! lol.

bye.

-please come back home. @ 23:31

as predicted today was fucking boring. it's so boring that i won't even blog on it. let's jus say i'm sure i won't pass my math test. the best thing nowadays is chinese lessons. in contrast to last yr. lol.

looking thru my posts i realised every singe post of mine had at least one fuck in them. lol. let's just say i have a colourful vocab. and i'm not ashamed to show it off. hahaha. im guessing it wouldn't take a super-genius to realise that i've changed my skin. the black one was well, too dull. and this was the only decent LP one that i could find. if there's any LP ones with a blackground, lemme know. thanks. lol. and yes, i love LP.

today was ms koh's last day in tk after what, 5 yrs? happy retirement ms koh. it's been a nice 4 yrs in tknccland. lol. she going on an around-the-world trip by starting up north. and quoted : find a rich Russian drug-lord. HAHA. all the best ma'am. and if u see this, tag me. lolol. and all the best to all tk generations starting their mid-yrs today. it's been a long time since i chionged for an exam, lol.

and yes, the elections are so so exciting. opposition everywhere. as im typing i can hear SDA's loudspeaker from miles away. "Vote for the SDA." 20 steps away i have someone ringing my doorbell. turns out it's PAP with LBY with whatever they want. my dad didn't open the door. he so loves the govt. =S

im fucking dead. i can hardly get past qn ONE of dynamics. and qn ONE of graphing techniques. most of ny's teachers sucks. big time. i'm beginning to regret not applying for tj. i might have gotten in. it would have a better environment. a nicer uniform. better teachers. more stress = better performance. and not forgetting to mention my oh-so-good-and-shorter-than-me friend DARREN YUEN. zzz.

bye.

-that u've been gone. @ 20:42

yes. fuck newton and his fucking laws. apparently in ancient times they didn't have anything else better to do than to sit around and wait for some apple to fall on them. den go on to invent a whole set of damn laws that would eventually get a lot of young people in trouble in the name of physics. i don't understand why newton couldn't have done something else like have sex all day instead of doing all this shit. i've spent 30 mins on the damn tutorial and i can't even get the first qn done. i swear if i lived in the same century as newton i would have killed him by spiking his drink with a serious over-dosage of laxatives. that would be a death worth talking about.

PE today was fun. they should it every session. instead of some dumb body combat shit with some gay zi-high instructor. and i broke the 15 barrier today. it's going to be 17 in another 8 days. i hope. lol.

and they announced today that H3 chemistry would only be available to the top 10%-15% in SINGAPORE.

10%-15%.

a small fraction of a hundredth.

a select group of elite students.

an average of 1 man for every 10 men.

a small little decimal point.

so how the fuck im i supposed to be on par with the rjc, njc, ajc, tjc and whatever jc to be in the top 10%-15%? gone case already. good game. time to pack my bags and go home.

then again i don't think i'm leaving without a fight. haha.

here's a little tribute:-



tmr fucking long day. sian zi bua.

bye.

-seems like it's been forever. @ 19:54

Ren Kai showed his true colours (no pun intended) today when he came to school dressed in a variety of ornaments all in the same shade of orange. bright orange, may i add. he looked super striking in a sea of brown. maybe he was trying to get people to see him. THE 29TH STUDENT COUNCIL ELECTED NOMINEE.

first there was the orange bag:



then there was the new orange specs:



and all he needed was a green hair spray and we'll have a carrot classmate. orange is the colour for love. maybe he was expressing his love for bAoBei dEaRiE =) aka Alicia. LOL. =x

GP lessons are getting fucking boring. fucking with a capital F. excuse my french. but it's getting damn dry. and gopal teaching doesnt make it any better. she hasnt even taught anything bout essays and there's a essay test on fri. im like wtf? there's goes my gp. i wished i had ivay lim teaching. not some boring crap. zzz. and the classroom's full of beanbags, it's a nice place to sleep. lol. and it has this cool looking shit at the back:-

nice ain't it. =]

i broke my 14 barrier today. by friday i'll hit 15. den by the next friday i'll hit 17. after 17 i'll hit the track to train my pathetic stamina. bah.

have u ever wondered how fake people can get. how they can be so nice to you one second and stab u all over the back the next. how they pretend to be your friend and hate u right from the bottom of their hearts. how they change their thinkings so they can fit into society. to be well-liked. to be popular. to have friends all over the place. how they're willing to be someone they're not for the sake of popularity.

bye. and i'm no fucking mugger.

-i miss u so.

@ 19:57

and now im suffering from the consequences. and no, i aint telling u what i did. it's just depressing. and i can't re-trace the wrong moves. bah. and let me rant about something. bear with me.

I AM NOT A MUGGER. STOP SAYING I AM. EVERYONE'S SAYING THAT. EVEN MELODY SAYS IM A MUGGER. RUDI, IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT. U STARTED THIS. IF I WAS A MUGGER I WOULD BE TRYING TO FIGURE OUT HOW FUCKING DO THERMAL PHYSICS THAN SIT HERE TYPING THIS SHIT. THE NEXT PERSON THAT SAYS IM A MUGGER IS GOING TO GET HIS ASS WHACKED. HARD.
haha.

im not crazy. bye.

-always in my heart. @ 20:09

i had this irresistable desire to post a second time today. i couldn't take it.

friends, i'm going to fail my chem and math test tmr. and i swear im not lying this time.

bless me. whoever. @ 22:45

did i mention last night ms koh reads my blog? lol! i'l keep today's entry short and sweet. cos there's the damn chem and math test tmr. lol.

if u haven't been reading the papers, go grab a copy of today's Strait's Times and flip over to the Life section. u'll find an article on a ex rgs, rjc and ncc cadet girl by the name of Joan Chan. to keep a long story short, she got diagonsed with tongue cancer (which is supposed to be rare) and it's now at stage IV which is a stage away from the terminal stage. to add on, she was supposed to carry on her education in NTU. until the cancer came along, that is. and if u read the papers u'll realise it's her fighting spirit that's worth respecting. and she has this bright future right in front of her. now it's destroyed by an incurable disease. it's a really sad story, if u read about it. i can't put into words how i feel exactly, but u get the gist. it makes u wonder what she's done to deserve that. and why some young worthless teenagers get to live. IMO, those ppl shoud either wake the fuck up and trade places with the girl. ncc raising funds for the ex-ncc cadet. i hope mr foo gives me the green light for the request for a donation drive. together with the sea unit.

mugging time. bye. @ 19:41

i've sinned. a double fillet meal from Mac for lunch. a Pastamania meal for dinner. that must have been at least 5 pull ups down the drain. and 2 mins added to my 2.4 timing. and another 1kg added to my tummy. not forgetting to mention stress on my wallet. bah.

my dad almost got into a fight today. he horned at someone and that idiot gave back a middle finger. too bad my sis pulled him back. i'll like to see my dad smash someone's face in. it'll be quite a sight. my dad isn't the kind of guy u want to get into a fight with. honestly. it's a bad decision. lol.

i finally played pool after 2 long months. not too bad. won 4 games haha. LAM U SUCK. U HEAR ME? den we (me, william, lam, gp, adrian, quek, penghan) headed down to the stadium for the syf preliminary rounds. saw a few ppl i wanted to see. i must say things didn't go accordingly to plan. to MY plan, at least. tk, deyi and bowen got into finals. come monday, pchan's going to say a lot of shit in tk. thank god i won't be there. i hope deyi wins the finals. =x im not saying anymore for the sake of being politically correct. but we had a fun time, sitting there and bullshitting about the performances, making a fool of ourselves. haha. and someone out there doesn't really like an organisation out there. lol.

and here's a caution note. u know those neck-breaker pull ups? the ones where u end up with the bar at the back of your neck? yeah neck-breakers. i found out they're called NECK-BREAKERS for a reason. and i found out the hard way. last night i had this strange temptation to do some of those, so i went ahead and did 10 consective neck-breakers.

2 seconds later my neck felt as if they were on fire. i took me a full 5 mins to recover, the whole time screaming in pain on my bed. that shit is lethal. kids, don't try this at home.

i still have a chem test and a math test to study for. and a freaking PI to finish. and i spent the day out pooling and watching mace-throwing clowns instead of solving redox equations. wad a waste of time. im off to mug. bye.

where'd u go? @ 22:19

alive my foot. when things don't change for over a decade, they're more or less dead. and i better stop now before i get govt. officials knocking on my door.

i thought i should do a little review on the year so far. it's been a blast, all the way from Ex. Thunder Warrior to 0618 to 0622. i guess TW was the best experience so far. from freezing in a parka to locking Clifton out of the bunk. den back to spore, ponning lessons like no one's business. until the Os results came, that is. past O1 to O2, 0618 to 0622. from slacking to mugging like a piece of crap. more or less it's been a great time.

except for a few hiccups here and there, that is. but whatever.

the birth of my good old blog resulted in my lousy chem test. i knew i should have studied. instead i went on creating this little virtual world of mine, going on a spree of tagboards and skins. and wasted time. and shit results. zzz. now im wallowing in the guilt. and the thought of the chem and math test in under 72 hrs doesn't make it any better. it didn't used to be like this. back in tk the only shit worth worrying about was the EXAMS. screw the quizzes and tests. bah.
not to worry. my tys-s will save me. and there's still the screwed up PW piece of crap. whoever thought that PW should be in the syllabus should be :-
1) skinned alive.
2) have his gentials ripped apart by 3 horses.
3) hanged upside down on a tree.
4) have salt rubbed all over him.
5) roasted over a slow fire.
den we can all laugh as he dies. wtf is PW for anyway? i alrdy did FIVE PI drafts, changed my topic totally FOUR times and hold in possession over TEN PI drafts form various friends.

and i still can't get mine right. like wtf. and my next draft is due tuesday. someone save me from my doom.

2 mins ago i walked into the toilet thinking that i needed to PEE. 7 seconds later i found myself washing my feet. something is way wrong with me.

i wan my H3 chemistry. bah. i almost forgot to mention rudi's hp got confisicated by Ms Sim today. HAHA RUDI. history repeats itself! only now the lead actor's different. haha! and i broke my 13 barrier today. my aim is 15 by next week. mind over matter. hah. @ 20:53

millions of years after the first blog was created, i've finally decided to make one. i had this impression that bloggers have no fcking life. it seems i've finally proven myself right. hah. my first blog, my first post. all i can say is that we can't be sure we exist. ha ha.

if u have no idea who i am, im a short guy studying in nyjc. and i mean short. really short. im convinced the only band worth looking at now is linkin park, the only show on TV worth watching is LOST and the only thing worth studying for is my future H3 chemistry. and that despite the fact that i can't run 2.4km in under 13 mins, im also sure that the career on the army is the one for me. and of course, melvin's theory that concludes that we all don't exist makes a lot of sense to me.

and that reminds me, it's time for LOST. until i decide to come back again, cheers. @ 21:14