p just keep running

just keep running

Sunday, May 28, 2006

woohoo. airport got free internet. niccce. my flight's in 15 mins. byeee.

did i mention that it's mother fucking super duper bloody hell cold here?
@ 00:10

Saturday, May 27, 2006

Blind-Lifehouse

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless
As you turn around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep
That even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it

That I loved you more
Then you will ever know
And part of me died
When I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything
Would be like it was before
But nights like this
It seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it

That I loved you more
Then you will ever know
And part of me died
When I let you go

After all this why
Would you ever want to leave
Maybe you could not believe it

That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it

That I loved you more
Then you will ever know
And part of me died
When I let you go.

ok im going. bye.
@ 21:06

Friday, May 26, 2006

okay. im flying off tmr. it's a short flight, not the longest one i've been on. but i must admit im getting a bit jittery. wad if during the flight the plane starts shaking terribly? after that ppl starts flying about. screamin ppl everywhere. hanging yellow oxygen that no one knows how the fuck to use. den the tail section breaks off. omfg.

i think i watch too much LOST alr.

in any case, u'll nv know. jus in case anything happens, i always wanted a pool table. buy me one and burn for me, ok?

let's talk about school now.

math: fucking boring. which jc teacher tells her student:-
"class, name me 3 qns from the tutorial u want me to go through."
"what if got more than 3 dunno?"
"choose the 3 most important ones lor."
wtf? wtf is wrong with u? u're not even fit to be a fucking teacher. u barely know the meaning of responsibility. how the fuck did u get past NIE? do not be surprised if i fail math.

gp: got caught for sleeping. i need to improve my skills a bit.

chem: survivor. i need not say more.

H3 details came out alr. dunno if i shud apply. any wise soul out there come enlighten me. u can tag, email, sms, call or msn me. or u can choose not to care. lol.

-bye.

as long as u're happy i guess.
@ 23:26

Thursday, May 25, 2006

an early morning road accident between a police car and a hyundai. not-too-bad physics test. approved GPP. last physics tutorial. waste time PE. chem def test. sleeping in chem lec. sleeping on bus trips to everywhere. long awaited/well-deserved pool session. skipped math lesson. this life is fucking boring. (maybe other than the pool session)

-bye.

life has lost its meaning
since i started dreaming.
@ 23:04

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

As highlighted in chinese lesson today, it hurts the most when u have all the troubles u have and have no one to talk to, no one to share the burden with. because no one understands. and no one cares anyway.

damn u physics. damn u errors. damn u uncertainties. damn u kinematics.
@ 22:44

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

this bloody gpp is sucking up all my time like fucking vampire. if i fail the damn physics it'll be this god forsaken gpp at fault. damn gpp. damn pw. pw is bloody stupid. it has no aim. gahmen should conduct a god damn survey and find that PW does NOT FUCKING NUTURE CREATIVITY. unlike what pw was made for. it fucking kills J1s. bah.

-bye.
@ 22:50

Monday, May 22, 2006

ok. i'm new to this TAG game introduced by osborne. forgive me, i'm a blog noob. so i'm supposed to list 10 random things about myself. oh well. here goes.

1) i procrastinate. a lot.

2) i swear. meaning by the use of vulgarities. a lot.

3) i get pissed easily. esp when i don't get answers/results i want.

4) i believe in corporal punishment.

5) i am NOT a mugger.

6) i believe each and every one of us are hypocrites in some way or another.

7) i'm beginning to hate brown uniforms and everything associated with it.

8) i want my white uniform back.

9) i fucking hate PW and physics. and a bit of econs.

10)

lol. so there. well, if u know me well enough u can fill up 10 yourself. haha. oh wait, im supposed to list out 5 guys(meaning both males and females) to pass this shit on to.

-Ben Quek.
-June.
-Rachel.
-Eugene.
-William.

oh well. have fun. bye.

A little voice inside my head said,
don't look back,
you can never look back.
@ 21:43

Sunday, May 21, 2006

my oh my. tk is getting crazier and crazier by the day.

50th anniversary guest of honour- SM Goh Chok Tong.
Price to go for the dinner- $120. YES. ONE HUNDRED AND TWENTY FUCKING BUCKS.
here's the craziest part. good ol pchan is having a DONATION DRIVE! nope, money doesn't go to any charity organization. pchan's too clever for that! guess what? it goes into the GOLDEN RUN(whatever the fuck this is) and the 50th ANNIVERSARY DINNER! whoopie! and, she's making alumni pay $120 for the dinner! that jus makes everything better, doesn't it? haha!

ok fuck it. this is totally dumb. $120 for a DINNER. i love tk, but not to the extent of paying $120 for a dinner. and having ppl donate jus for a dinner. target aim-$500k. WTF? heck, tk would be that rich if it gives less money to ______. i jus hope it's going to be held in sch compounds. den got parade. den MAYBE (just MAYBE) we'l be in the parade itself. den STEADY LIAO AH. AHAHAHAHAH.

that is IF, there's a parade. im going to pray to every god.

-bye.
@ 22:57

Saturday, May 20, 2006

i've been thinking bout the same issue for too long. from too many point of views. lemme straighten out my already-messed-up-by-physics brain and i'l be back tmr.

-bye.

no it didn't feel like 87 days. it felt like eternity.
@ 23:34

Friday, May 19, 2006

ok fuck chem spa. we alr know that. so fuck it.

went back tk training today. the place changed quite a lot sia. new field gate. even got net like golf lidat. new bball hoops and all. i think waste money lah. but pchan loves to do that. waste on the wrong things and ppl. tk is rich. but it would be richer wo pchan. lol. but ppl still the same. lol. must say i felt quite good going back. even walking out and taking bus like super shoik. lol. that place is nice lah. better than ny. much better. other than the toilets. =.=

i just realised i'm being oppressed. im denied the right to speak freely. to speak profanities freely, to be exact. while talking to lam just now i let free this whole jumbo stack of profanities that were hiding inside me all the time. "**** u lah. for ****? u ******* poly take away ur memory or what? ****** ****" u see. the stars are signs that im oppressed. lol. i honestly dont see the fuss. heh.

fuck chem spa lah. bye.

the unfortunate fool
@ 23:48
FUCK CHEM SPA.
@ 21:47

Thursday, May 18, 2006

it was a losing bet
now it's over
too late for regrets.
@ 23:29

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

boring day. until we got to toa payoh sports hall.

NYJC vs HCI, Volleyball(Girls finals)
when we walked into the hall, it was a freaking amazing sight. the sch apparently decided to assemble this army called the Colourful Army.

Image Hosted by ImageShack.us

blue, brown, yellow, orange, blah blah.

HCI wasn't about to lose out. they had their own army. they call themselves the Ghost Army.

Image Hosted by ImageShack.us

ok fine. they eventually filled up. one of their moronic guys even decided to bring a bass drum. but that's besides the point. lol.

and the girls from NYJC eventually lost. close fight. 3-2 with the last set ending at 15-9 to HCI. nevertheless, they played well. no. 7 from NYJC played god damn freakingly good. easily the star player. power. i heard it's the 4th time running they lost to HCI in the finals.

oh well. life's a bitch.

-bye.

and I don't want the world to see me
cause I don't think that they'd understand
when everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
@ 21:24

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

ok. let's move away from all the shit i have and go back to new zealand for a while.

lol, this is honestly a damn good video. take the time to watch. i promise it has nothing like 2 guys groping each other in a room. =x check out 1.05 when there was a pile up. that guy needed 6 guys to take him down. lol.

brings back the good memories from thunder warrior. awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. no point go on and on here cos no one understands anyway. lol.

ok back to reality. and for now, that means studying. for physics.

-bye.

with nothing left inside.
@ 22:20

Monday, May 15, 2006

untitled cos basically i didn't know what to put as a title.

0450 hrs: wakes up partially with intention of running at 5.
0500 hrs: wakes up.
0501 hrs: " fuck sia, tired."
0502 hrs: "zzz."

i realised today that i lost all sense of endurance and determination. after 4 yrs of ncc everything's down the drain.

-bye.
@ 22:38

Sunday, May 14, 2006

well hello. i'm back for the 3rd time in the past 24 hours.

heard in a convo between my dad and aunt:

dad: hello! happy mother's day!
aunt: what. didn't u ask your mum out for dinner or smth?
dad: like u got ask YOUR mother out lidat.

they have the same mother.

nvm. i'm bored and lazy. so i'll jus rip this off somewhere. i forgot where lol.

World Easiest Quiz
(Passing requires 4 correct answers)
1) How long did the Hundred Years War last?
2) Which country makes Panama hats?
3) From which animal do we get catgut?
4) In which month do Russians celebrate the October Revolution?
5) What is a camel's hair brush made of?
6) The Canary Islands in the Pacific are named after what animal?
7) What was King George VI's first name?
8) What color is a purple finch?
9) Where are Chinese gooseberries from?
10) What is the color of the black box in a commercial airplane?
All done? Check your answers below!


ANSWERS TO THE QUIZ
1) How long did the Hundred Years War last?
*116 years
2) Which country makes Panama hats?
*Ecuador
3) From which animal do we get cat gut?
*Sheep and Horses
4) In which month do Russians celebrate the October Revolution?
*November
5) What is a camel's hair brush made of?
*Squirrel fur
6) The Canary Islands in the Pacific are named after what animal?
*Dogs
7) What was King George VI's first name?
*Albert
8) What color is a purple finch?
*Crimson
9) Where are Chinese gooseberries from?
*New Zealand
10) What is the color of the black box in a commercial airplane?
*Orange, of course.

What do you mean you failed?!

lol. i bet mariam didn't know number 4.

im tired. go sleep. bye.

say it isn't so.
@ 22:50
PW sucks. GPP sucks. i'm going to sleep.
@ 01:26
Happy Mother's Day.
@ 00:40

Saturday, May 13, 2006



wa piang. this video like how many gazillion years ago.(actually it's only 4/5 mths ago =x) brings back a lot of good memories though. lol. nice video, loved the effects. and the course. try spotting lester chee aka the nyjc 29th sc president. lol.

EHEW and i were talking bout how different jc and sec sch life was. for eg, u don't say things like "eh who get hwk lemme copy" in jc but we spam them in sec sch. for simple reason that it degrades u. it lowers ur status. esp among the giant pool of hardworking ppl/muggers. esp the secretive and mystery ones. they attack u from the back and kil with one swift move. game over. lol.

i more or less spent the whole day slacking. honestly. i was supposed to finish up GPP but didn't cos of insufficent info. can't find a shit anywhere. die liao. let's jus hope for a miracle tmr.

i'm looking for a new blogskin cos i feel the current one's too, say, white. i always thought black was nicer. sadly, all the skins here are all so emo. "MY LIFE IS TRASH." and whatnot. can't find a decent one. lol.

training resumes on chem spa day. it's been a while since i wore my uniform. watching the clt video just makes it worse. lol.

off to recharge for gpp tmr.

-bye.

if only u could read my mind.
@ 23:58

Friday, May 12, 2006

although i don't really commit myself to that religion. but whatever.

know what's the worst thing that can happen to a jc student?
it's not when u fail almost everything.
it's not when u forget to hand in a form and find yourself sued.(lol)
it's not when ur girlfriend leaves you.(comparable though)
it's not when u get into trouble with ur mum over a COW.
it's not when ur PI gets rejected 5 times.
it's not when homework is screwed.
it's not when u fail 3 out of 4 tests.
it's not when u're oppressed.
it's when your printer runs out of ink.

okok i know. unexpected. but look, i have 5 documents waiting to be printed. altogether it could easily amount up to 50 pages. to make matters worse, i found the refil package, but the black colour was missing. how am i going to get it printed by next wk? have 50 pgs all in red? the worst is that there's a chem tutorial there waiting to be done. and i can't get it out. zzz.

whatever. i'll go beg/borrow/rob/steal/bribe my way to some ink. and darren just got owned by a cow. lol.

-bye.

such a lovely face.
@ 23:19

Thursday, May 11, 2006



Image Hosted by ImageShack.us

the stuff we did on the tiles thingy today. i'm feeling too fucked up to blog today. the video and picture will do for today.

-bye.
@ 22:59

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

Image Hosted by ImageShack.us

lol. Sorry to spoil your mood by posting this. But I couldn't resist the temptation. Esp the spastic words. Wahaha. Guess who? Lol. Okok sorry. =x

I got myself a new nike water bottle to replace the old Newater one. Damn that bottle. It's partially leaking and I always close it too tightly. I took 13 tries by 7 men today before Derick opened up the bottle. Lol.

Image Hosted by ImageShack.us

Nice? I'm not gay. I just found it nice. Lol.

Binomial lec ended today. And I don't understand anything. At all. I haven't even looked at the 1st page of the notes. All I did was fil up the last few w/o any understanding den she went "ok, I'm done!" wtf? wtf?! WTF?! die lah. DIE. RARR.

Oh well. At least I got my MC for PE tmr. I get to skip 2.4 wahahha. Can buy me more time to train. Lol. I'm not slacking ok. Muscle strain. I could paralyze myself by running tmr. Lol. And the doc was funny.

Doctor: so how are u feeling today?
Me: er, some muscle problems. (drops bag on the chair.)
Doctor: Wa, your bag very heavy leh! Why so heavy sia? (goes on rambling about heavy bags.)

just gimme my MC and move on lah.

I skipped biz for the 6th time running. Today was voting day. I hope someone I know goes up to be President. Den I happy liao. Lol. Did I mention rudi's aka ku kueh is a cunning piece of crap? He goes around accusing ppl of mugging. Den himself go mug like siao. Blardy hell. Lol.


-bye.

泪水已经流干,前途也很渺茫
迷失的灵魂,我们应该怎么办
惩罚我们就是堂皇的协助成长
然后让我们一生绝望

有些人幸运天生没有战场
我们一出世就是自己孤军作战
站在十字路口的风雨中呐喊
不要让我们一生绝望.

(if u can't view this, go to View > Encoding > Unicode(UTF-8))
@ 22:13

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

We have some truly weird people living in Singapore. And some of them live/study/work right next to you.

Today in nanyang there was a fire drill. Too bad it was right after GP lec. Den eat into our break. Nabei. Lol. Den we slowly strolled to the field where the sun was wonderfully bright and sunny. It took like 20 mins for everyone to settle down. Den this grp of girls decided that too much sun causes skin cancer:

Image Hosted by ImageShack.us
Oh no, save us. We're melting.

If u see yourself in the pic, it's either u hate the sun or u just happened to be at the wrong place at the wrong time. Either way, I'm not sorry. Lol.

Den got physics SPA. Die liao. Lol. Shan't elaborate. Why can't we all just go for a real spa anyway?

Den got napfa. Damn the SBJ mat.

Pull ups - 15 /A
Sit and Reach - 49cm/A
Sit ups - 55/A
Shuttle Run - 9.7 secs/A
SBJ - 230cm/C

I was a freaking 15cm away from a god damn A. we should all form a evil conspiracy to burn all the SBJ mats around. Now have an injured back and left leg. All the better, I can go get MC and skip Thursday's 2.4. Den I can buy myself more time to train and hopefully hit a C for 2.4 for gold. (Yes I know. I suck at running.) I swear that in a year's time I'll get A for everything. Lol.

I NEED TO STUDY LAH.

-bye.

It's not you, it's me. (It's not me, it's you.)
@ 22:58

Monday, May 08, 2006

they always get worse. lol.

I woke up at 5am to go for a run. I tot no one would be running at unearthly hrs like 5am. Apparently there were loads of ppl around, u just can't see their faces clearly. Lol. I got all the way back to my primary sch. It's been what, 5 yrs since I went back. They now have a rock wall and some high rope obstacle shit. interesting.

Den morning assembly zhong ma piao. Got so many damn classes, they so zhun choose 0622 for uniform inspection. Zzz. Den hanis came. Wtfage sia. I swear he looks like The Devil himself. Pointy chin and all. All he needs is a pair of horns and sunburnt skin.

If u don't mind, lemme say that we have a goddamn lousy math teacher. I cannot put in words how incorrigible she is. You have to be in the lesson to experience what the true meaning of a shitty teacher is. I rather have Adrian Tan back. At the minimum I'll have fun as I fail. With u-know-who I'm going to have a shitty time failing. I cannot bear to go on about her any more. Lol.

After sch we went to TP Mac to eat. There don't have my pink nike water bottle lah. wtf. Lousy service. Lol. Den we decided to chiong all our fries together, resulting in this major disaster:-

Image Hosted by ImageShack.us

That could have easily been 10 pull ups down the drain. The fats! The oil! The salt! The carbos! omfg. Nevertheless it was nice. Lol. We had this bunch of CJC girls looking at us like we're freaking 2-headed aliens from Mars. I bet they didn't know we're from Pei Cai. =x

Mrs Ivay Lim wants us to write a journal every wk about ANYTHING. The first one's due tmr. And yes, im going to rant bout that bitch(i mean the math teacher, not Mrs Lim) and hope MOE doesn't come find me to sue me to insulting teachers or whatever. Nowadays they(they refering to the ruling party) sue anybody and everybody over anything and everything. Adults flaming each other to gain power and trivial shit like not passing up a damn form. Ma chiam small kids lidat, lol. We chanced upon the term "blogs" in PW today. I have this gut feeling Mrs Lim goes around reading our blogs. Dangerous sia. Mrs Lim, if u ever see this, I'm not Jia Jie. Lol.

Kudos to Derick for a nice job on the GPP. Lol. Be honoured I praised u, it's not everyday smth like that happens. =x of cos, we all had a part in the GPP didn't we? =)

-bye.

sometimes u just can't let go.
@ 22:15

Sunday, May 07, 2006

Yes. As quoted by Rachel, short is powerful. If u don't believe me, here are some living examples. I do research okay. Lol. First up is Mother Teresa. No picture cos I thought it was disrespectful. Lol. No offence to any worshippers of her. =x

Mother Teresa
Mother Teresa stood only at 147cm. She was an Albanian Catholic nun who founded the Missionaries of Charity in India. Her work among the poverty-stricken of Calcutta made her one of the world's most famous people, and she was beatified by Pope John Paul II in October 2003. Hence, Catholics may properly call her Blessed Teresa.
Mother Teresa's work has been recognised and acclaimed throughout the world and she has received a number of awards and distinctions, including the Pope John XXIII Peace Prize (1971) and the Nehru Prize for her promotion of international peace and understanding (1972). She also received the Balzan Prize (1979) and the Templeton and Magsaysay awards. And if one example's not enough, the next one's sure to shut u up. Lol.

Master Yoda.
Image Hosted by ImageShack.us

Yoda was only a mere 66cm/0.66m tall. However, he was one of the senior members of the Jedi Council and arguably the wisest and most powerful Jedi of his time, having trained several notable Jedis, including Count Dooku, Mace Windu, Obi-Wan Kenobi and Luke Sykwalker. Yoda, having mastered all seven forms of lightsaber combat, is considered one of the best duelists in the Jedi Order of his day. He is an exceptional swordsman, displaying amazing speed and dexterity, leaping through the air and twirling as he batters at an opponent's defenses. Master Yoda can dissipate and deflect Force Lightning, telekinetically lift enormous objects, including an X-wing starfigher, and use Force Push to an untold degree. Yoda is even able to use Battle Meditation to win battles by lifting the morale of thousands of companions while simultaneously dampening the spirits of thousands of his opponents. He can purge dark side manifestations through the use of Force Light and feel the deaths of individual people and can identify them. These skills, in particular, show a far more profound knowledge of the Force than most Jedi Masters or Sith Lords of his time possess.

Moral of the story: do not mess with short people. People like ME. Lol

-bye.

with an aching in my heart.
@ 21:49

Saturday, May 06, 2006

i've removed yesterday's video in fear of attracting the wrong attention. lol.

i literally slept the whole day away. i told myself i was going to do math and physics today. i ended up sleeping and drooling in front of my dynamics tutorial and math tys. now i still know nuts about ap,gp, functions and shit. and mid yrs are coming. zzz. den elections. now im staring at http://sg.news.yahoo.com/generalelections/ waiting for some movement. lol. let's all hope for a miracle.

see what happens when u attempt to poke my ARSE while im doing my pull ups. u get kicked. lol. sorry for poor visual, ain't my phone. lol.
-bye.

I guess I left the wrong impression.
Yes, I'll wait, till the day when my hope vanishes,
till the day the memories fade.
till the day the sun refuses to shine.
Yes, I will wait. in vain.
@ 22:10

Friday, May 05, 2006

but it sure as hell is better than losing. lol.

despite the THREE god-forsaken tests today, it was quite a fun day lol. let's not mention the fact that I couldn't solve the damn MI qn after doing tys and I can't even read the chinese qns decently. lol. those are, well, insignificant. lol.

and allow me to rant about our math tutor. she is damn lousy. honestly, like shit. she thinks that giving students the topics tested for the test are called HINTS. for ur info, I think that's a basic requirement. she acts cute in class, all the time claiming that we're behind time and we need to catch up fast. we settle for a make up session, only for her to call it off. she rushes through the tutorial expecting us to understand when I can't even hear the fcuking words she's mumbling. chiong chiong chiong. den we don't understand we kena. try to find her for help and it takes forever to find her. she just sits in her office talking to us through the phone like she's allergic to non-air-con-ed air. refusing to give us answers. den wait what, 2 hrs to come out. I ain't fcuking free u bitch. I have other subjects to study. math ain't my life. den we make noise, she says we nv ask in class, blah blah. like wtf. how to ask when she teaching so damn fast. and she doesn't even answer qns anyway, she avoids them. she should quit. for the sake of all nyjcians. go get laid or smth. please.

But nvm. The highlight of the day occurred in the library. Wad happens when a group of guys get together in the name of studying? Yes, we side-track. A lot, may I add. with a whole lot of shit. here's a little peview. lol. Caution: the following video might be unsuitable for certain people. Watch at your own risk. =]

The 40cm Saga.

blah.

Lol. I come in peace. No harm done. =x

During dinner at BK TP, this chinese man dressed in simple clothing started shouting in the HDB hub.
Man: you mei you ren kan dao yi ge xiao hai zi? (did anyone see a small kid?)
He looked pretty flustered and worried. Den he walked into the crowd. We tried looking for him to render some help but couldn't find him. We figured he found his child.

Say u're him. What would u do after u found out ur kid's lost? Or rather, what would u do if u lost something/someone that really mattered to u? what would be ur initial reactions? How u lost him/her/it? or why? What would u do to get him/her/it back? How much would u be willing to give? Everything? Would u even give up?

Bye.

-someone get me a new math teacher. a decent one, godammit.
@ 22:42

Thursday, May 04, 2006

Lately a lot of ppl have been telling me to cut down on u know what. I don't see a need to. lol.

MTV's fcuking dumb. they've yet to realize the internet is called the "World-Wide Web" for a reason, after posting up live Fort Minor videos on their US-exclusive online broadband channel, MTV Overdrive. great. now I can't watch a shit. if US was the world, we would constantly be at war with ourselves. lol.

William just told me an omfgwtflmaorofllol super unbelievable piece of shit that happened in tk. as in super omfgwtfsia kind of shit. tk's become a place where really weird shit happens. as in bombastically weird. first we have totally uncanny relationships going on. Den we're having lousier leaders in the student body. (i'm not saying that the councilors were ever gd in the first place, but that's besides the point) funny leaders and all. and inappropriate P(go figure) behaviour, or so I heard. lol. This is soooo wrong.

I just realized i'm a champion procrastinator. i always wanted to do things but never got around to doing it. everything's just empty talk.
Back in tk I always wanted to teach a new wave idea I had in PDS.
I always wanted to finish that physics O lvl tys that I somehow threw away.
I always wanted to learn card flourishing like william/ph did.
I always wanted to buy that sound-proof earphones.
Now in ny I wanted to get a DECENT cca. (lol)
I always wanted to hit 17 pull-ups, although now it remains stagnant at 15.
I always wanted to train my running.
And a lot of other things I always wanted to do but nv got a chance to.
but now it's gonna change. i'm gonna start doing things i want to do. for starters, im going to start train running.
it starts.

next week. =D
@ 23:00

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

at the security seminar today with loads of army officers today:

lieutenant: : "..and the girls' support for their guys are extremely important for them to survive the ordeal of NS.." (and loads of similar stuff)

rudi: "blah blah blah" with the =.= face.

hahah well said rudi! confessions of a ex-cat high boy. deprived, may I add. lol. =x

The security seminar was kinda cool. It was more like an army/SAF seminar. There was a female MAJOR that had an AIRBORNE badge. lol omgwtfh. den there was the major that kept digressing. And the OCS and SOC thing lol. Interesting since melvin had told me bout his SOC experience a few days ago. Now how the hell im I going to pass that shit. The 700m + 600m = 1300m run is alrdy going to take me what,5 mins. And im supposed to cover 13 obstacles in another 5. yay. so how am I going to get to ocs. More and more questions lol.

I skipped biz for the 5th consecutive week. i think they struck me off the list alrdy. and now i'm cca-less. it's going to screw my university admission. if I ever get there. lol. i tink i'll go back when the J1s take over as exco. lol.

im dying to go back to tk for training. im heading back once training resumes. lol.

bye.

-a fool's hope.
@ 22:34

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

in 72 hrs there will be 3 god damn tests that i'm confident of failing. or at least an indecent pass. lol. and that doesn't include the sure fail econs test i jus took today. yes, the one that my graph was longer/bigger/nicer den the explaination that follows it, which was like what, 3 lines long?

lol. and my chem test sucked as well. a pass, but an indecent one. zzz.

i need to chiong math tys. and chem tys for revision. and get physics tys. and finish dynamics tutorial and math 6a/6b. read thru GP notes. study for CHINESE test (oh no). get my econs in order. settle GPF by friday.

and i need to get a life. or a new life.

fuck it lah.

bye.
@ 22:26

Monday, May 01, 2006

ceteris paribus my ass. things always change. econs test tmr. i hardly know wtf the law of demand is. this sucks. and dynamics is killing me. i am badly in need of a saviour. anyone that can ease the pain. lol.

i think i should give it up. lol.

here's a fcuking loser for all u ppl to enjoy. cheers.no offence to anyone. lol.

The Legendary Kama Sutra.

disclaimer: this guy is not affilated to my unit in any way or another. our standards are much higher than this. lol.

bye.

-if u would only know.
@ 21:38