just keep running

hello.

first of all, lemme say sorry to the teachers cos i wasn't in school today.

hold on.

i was in sch today!

until reinaldo called us say wanna zhao in the middle of the BLANGA ACES DAY WOOHOO. den we ran away with yuzhen, clarence, reinaldo, theresa and me back to tk. by the time we got there the students just got dismissed. den again go back also not much of a point. most teachers alr left. only left kee hoe and goh only. lol. so find these 2 only lor. i was hoping to see some ppl, but apparently it wasn't meant to be.

DEN OMG OMG. I SAW BAKAR. like OMFG.

den i said hi. i think he knows im frm ncc land somehow. lol.

den i saw thong kiat wearing the SBR/army half marathon shirt, only it was blue in colour. so i was like 'wtf? u ran in SBR?'

'no lah, i run in the milo 2km distance cat.'

=.=

which reminds me, the half marathon. it's a pain in the ass to train for that thing. like literally. i run until my ass muscles aching like fuck now. i swear it's damn pain. den my chest(breasts) damn pain also. i think it's that gym session on wed. -.-

whatever. my focus now is promos. fuck everything else until promos are over.

no wait. tmr stil gg to see odac jersey. lmao.

over and out. @ 23:28

legennnnd. the new army ad is uber nice.



WHOOOOOOOOO.

quit school. join the army. be a soldier. after all, "in the race of life, live to be your best."

=D @ 22:21

bah. this life has no meaning. @ 23:24

6 billion people walk on the face on the earth, and u gotta admit there are some pretty weird people out there. and may i add, some very ignorant people.

u see, the problem with all this people is that, they assume they know everything about u. they think just beacuse they see what u eat everyday, what u wear everyday, the way in which u dress everyday, that they know u inside out.

the sad truth is, they don't know a shit. and the fact that they make assumptions about u and who u are is kinda irritating. @ 21:47

hello.

the new balance real run is over and im alive. yay.

the day started at 0330 hrs when tm, rudi, james and me woke up at my hse cos they decided to camp over. here's the supposed RO.

0330-0430 hrs : wake up, bath.
0430-0530 hrs : head to mac, grab some chow, catch the 1st train to harbourfront.

and so happily we went down, ate. frigging crazy. ppl actually study at 4am in the morning at mac, i mean, wtf? dont u ppl have a life?!

but nvm. so happily, we ate, and at 0530 exactly, went to the station to get the train.

den to our horror, this little sign outside the station was staring at us.

Sunday/Public Holiday First Train: 0619hrs.

OMG.

that BUGGER DERICK SAID THAT THE FIRST TRAIN WAS 5.30. NOT 6.19.

so technically we woke up at the godly hour of 0330 for nothing.

bah. fast forward until the race.

damn damn a lot of people. got singapore sports school, got cjc odac, got dunno what. the junior's cat got little ppl though, like about 500+. for a moment i was worried about getting last. LOL. but nt bad. the girls in SSS not bad. LOL.

ok. nvm. flag off.

it was meant to be a cross terrain run, but there wasnt much of a terrain. the first 2 slopes were steep, but ok. there's this idiot in a black singlet who kept sprinting den stop den sprint den stop etc etc. damn no brain. lol.

den came the sand.

sick i tell u. kept sinking in. let's not talk about it. lol.

ok sand over. there was the trail part. by that time i was sweating alr. like damn sian. den i heard a voice over a mic.

yes! the finishing line!

or so i thought. so i chionnnnngeddd like fuck, only to find that it was coming from another event and i had bout 3km more to cover.

fuck fuck fuck.

water point. i couldnt get any 100-plus into my mouth, not that it would do me any good anyway. i jus poured the thing over my head while running.

den came the trail.

if case u didnt know, the trail consisted of a more or less 1.5km trail road inside a jungle like thing. the road was curvy with gentle ups and downs here and there. u would think it was cooling and nice to run in. true. but the bends made it fucked. u see a bend, u think its going to finish, chiong, turn to find another bend that looks exactly the same like the one u just covered. super fucked. that was a point of time i was feeling super sianed den 2 girls overtook me, one from each side. zzz.

den the trail ended. i thought it was a short sprint to the end. den i saw a big fat poster that read "9.0km".

10km - 9.0km = 1KM.

1 more frigging km.

bah. i finished it anw.

standard chartered half marathon in dec. 21km worth of pain and torture.

i'm going to have to start training.

@ 21:48

sms to derick's phone:-

"9XXXXXXX: hi derick. this is conny fernandez from chrysler. let's fix the interview next monday at say, 3pm at my office?"

like fucking finally. thank you chrysler. thank you conny. may you earn millions in your years to come. @ 22:28

i had no intention of blogging today until i found a blog on a random tksian.

excerpt:-
"However, the fucking sad truth about these people is that they don't see that WE have put in our best. They only want fucking results.
& for what? So that THEY, the ones who so-called 'trained' us, can claim the 'glory', the 'honour' and whatever stuck-up motherfucking egoistic thing they call it.

I'm seriously fucking pissed off at this 'System'.
I really don't seem to have any motivation to study hard.
I really don't seem to have any motivation to pass the exams.
I really don't seem to have any motivation to train hard.
I really don't seem to have any motivation to win a competition.
Why? Our fucking hard work is not recognised. Our fucking hard work is not appreciated.

We win, they take the glory. We lose, they blame us for everything. What's worse, when we win, they still scold us for the mistakes we made & blame us for it.

The memory of me being scolded a person with a 'lousy attitude' & being blamed for almost making the school lose will FOEVER stay with me & I will hold this grudge against this type of assholes.

& when we fucking try to rebel & make a stand, THEY MAKE US DO FUCKING APOLOGIES IN PUBLIC & THEY SCOLD US.
They call us ones with 'a lousy attitude'

Mind you I'm not just saying all this from observation of other people, but this is 1st hand experience.

Then yet again, there is ANOTHER type of people. Those who don't appreciate the work you put in & they ALSO don't even APPRECIATE THE RESULTS.
I"m talking about the type who only care about a certain part of the school. & whatever the others put in they don't care.

I'm not just saying this to support myself. I'm posting this for EVERYONE who understands this kind of treatment. Be it NCC Sea, NCC Land, Soccer, Netball...Alright, let me say this: BE IT ANY CCA IN TK BESIDES BAND OR CHOIR, I'm sure you understand me here. Biasedness. BAND, BAND, CHOIR, CHOIR. Nothing that we do is appreciated. All she cares about is her little precious Band. Well this is a big 'fuck you' to her.

NCC Land: Been winning awards for the past 11 years. Anything she does? Nothing. She doesn't even care.
NPCC: Campcraft. Came in FIRST this year. MY GOODNESS IT WASN'T EVEN ANNOUNCED.
Soccer: Winning streak. Been winning over 10 matches in a row now. What the hell. Nothing mentioned right?
NCC Sea: SEACOM. 3 years in a row, been national champions. She don't give a fucking shit.
& many, MANY more.

I HATE THE BLOODY SYSTEM.
Good-for-nothing-thick-skinned-egoistic idiots."

see? i'm not the only one around!

one last thing, doing ceremonial drills with SAR 21 is ugly. fugly. honestly. it looks super gay esp when they're at senadre(?) position with both hands at the balls. and holding the rifle at the butt. wtf?! @ 22:17

today was quite a nice day.

parade in e morning went quite well, other than the part where i cocked up on the way up the stairs cos i lost my timing. bah. a big big thank you to everyone that made the parade possible, although it seems to me that many ppl don't appreciate parades. nvm. they'll learn in NS. a specially big thank you to the president of the flag party, shen xiang, who went around fighting for our rights(lmao) and making sure everything went well and doing all the backstage work. thank you. videos + pictures will come at a later date.

and damn the lousy shit emcee(ryan i think) for saying my name wrongly. IT'S LEE JIA JIE, NOT LIM JIA JIE U PIECE OF SHIT. damn you. spoil my day. bah.

den came the fund raise/fun race shit.

fund raise + fun race = sian half.

there were a few flaws that the committee weren't able to foresee while planning this event. here's a few.

1)for one, the 2 agendas were conflicting. at one point of time i felt like finishing the face asap and gettng back to sch, and the next second i wanted to fill up the tin as full as possible which apparently, required an amount of time.

2)when they said "race" i had the impression that they were going to give us a map and expect us to find our way around in the shortest time possible. i had no idea we had a 'tour guide' assigned to us that lead the way around. walking slowly, may i add. i felt like a dog without a leash being dragged around the place without a purpose.

3)when there's a designated route for a fund raising project, i would say it's the organiser's responsibility to ensure there are people around to donate. no one walks the streets of little india on nat day eve. and hell, not at 10am in the morning.

4)communication's an important tool in a large scale event. so when we get back to sch at the supposedly reporting time at 1230 hrs to find everyone in a performance that's about to end in 15 mins, it's called a communcation breakdown.

5)90% of indians i asked for donations declined to do so or just decided to walk away. maybe little india isn't exactly the best place to do flag day.

i guess i really shouldn't be complaining. at least i dont have an econs test on nat day eve. @ 22:05

think u suck at math? think again!



cos Peter sucks at math more than u do. =D

and i just shaved my hair. blade 3. now my head feels super cold when the wind,fan blows. brr.

i wanna go back to secondary sch life. i wanna go back to new zealand. @ 22:00

20 pull-ups xD @ 20:39

i survived the 1st wave of EOM. she(mrs ivay lim) actually said it was good. 60%-70% there.

man, i'm so damn fucking surprised. @ 21:39