just keep running

out of the blue, i saw the name. totally unexpected. for as long as i rmb, i've always sat in front of my computer, waiting for this to happen.

now it's different.

i let the cursor hover over the name for a minute or so, contemplating the consequences if i made that godly move. yes. no. yes. no.

why not?

with everything i had, i started to begin.

no wait. i can't. don't ask me why. just couldn't. negative.

just as sudden as it appeared, it disappeared, leaving me alone with the thoughts that had engulfed my mind in the past half a year or so. with no other option left, i crawled back to my math tutorial, too distracted and unfocused to continue.

bah. @ 22:15