just keep running

i had no intention of blogging today until i found a blog on a random tksian.

excerpt:-
"However, the fucking sad truth about these people is that they don't see that WE have put in our best. They only want fucking results.
& for what? So that THEY, the ones who so-called 'trained' us, can claim the 'glory', the 'honour' and whatever stuck-up motherfucking egoistic thing they call it.

I'm seriously fucking pissed off at this 'System'.
I really don't seem to have any motivation to study hard.
I really don't seem to have any motivation to pass the exams.
I really don't seem to have any motivation to train hard.
I really don't seem to have any motivation to win a competition.
Why? Our fucking hard work is not recognised. Our fucking hard work is not appreciated.

We win, they take the glory. We lose, they blame us for everything. What's worse, when we win, they still scold us for the mistakes we made & blame us for it.

The memory of me being scolded a person with a 'lousy attitude' & being blamed for almost making the school lose will FOEVER stay with me & I will hold this grudge against this type of assholes.

& when we fucking try to rebel & make a stand, THEY MAKE US DO FUCKING APOLOGIES IN PUBLIC & THEY SCOLD US.
They call us ones with 'a lousy attitude'

Mind you I'm not just saying all this from observation of other people, but this is 1st hand experience.

Then yet again, there is ANOTHER type of people. Those who don't appreciate the work you put in & they ALSO don't even APPRECIATE THE RESULTS.
I"m talking about the type who only care about a certain part of the school. & whatever the others put in they don't care.

I'm not just saying this to support myself. I'm posting this for EVERYONE who understands this kind of treatment. Be it NCC Sea, NCC Land, Soccer, Netball...Alright, let me say this: BE IT ANY CCA IN TK BESIDES BAND OR CHOIR, I'm sure you understand me here. Biasedness. BAND, BAND, CHOIR, CHOIR. Nothing that we do is appreciated. All she cares about is her little precious Band. Well this is a big 'fuck you' to her.

NCC Land: Been winning awards for the past 11 years. Anything she does? Nothing. She doesn't even care.
NPCC: Campcraft. Came in FIRST this year. MY GOODNESS IT WASN'T EVEN ANNOUNCED.
Soccer: Winning streak. Been winning over 10 matches in a row now. What the hell. Nothing mentioned right?
NCC Sea: SEACOM. 3 years in a row, been national champions. She don't give a fucking shit.
& many, MANY more.

I HATE THE BLOODY SYSTEM.
Good-for-nothing-thick-skinned-egoistic idiots."

see? i'm not the only one around!

one last thing, doing ceremonial drills with SAR 21 is ugly. fugly. honestly. it looks super gay esp when they're at senadre(?) position with both hands at the balls. and holding the rifle at the butt. wtf?! @ 22:17